Fear.

Dear God,

So.. I wanna explain you why I'm writin' this letter to you.

I write this cuz I'm afraid about losin' this wonderful feeling..

This feeling who shows me she loves me. I'm afraid to become boring for her.

Cuz I know I'm not the most exciting one. I wanna hold her. I never wanna lose her.

But tell me.. How could I dream my loved Daydream again and again if I don't know how she feels?

I wished I could know it. But I can only pray that she'll never leave me cuz I know I wouldn't survive it.

If she would stand in front of me and tell me that she don't love me anymore I would break down..

I would never see a sense in my Life again. I would want to finish it. Cuz I know she's my one and only.

She's my Life, my Heart and my Adventure every day, every second again. I feel it more with every day..

God, I know I can't blame you for my Fear.. But I can pray that you will never take her away from me.

I implore.. Please give me the rest of my life to being her hero. It's my last wish.. You know I have to go in near Future.
So please grant me this wish !  I just wanna see her smile everyday.. 

You know how deep my love is, you know how much it would hurt me if you take her away from me.

So please.. Take my Fear away and let me be happy with her until I have to go.

Hope you hear me,God.

In dark Fear, the broken down Hero..