What shall I do without you?

Dear my little chocolate cupcake,


Now you're gone.
You left me.  You let me back in this dark world.
The world I'm afraid. Witouht you I'm lost in this fuckin' darkness.


You say, it will be good. We'll be well & all will be better.
You say I can do it..  I have to wait for you. I'm lookin' for your heart. 
Lookin' for the feelings you didn't show me the last Time.


I wanna tell you the truth. I can't promise  you'll see me again.
I will try to survive this time without you. But I know it will be hard.
Can be I won't survive it. Cuz this pain is too hard for my Soul.
Pain in my heart, pain in my head,pain in my Soul.


I hope you'll find yourself again, I wish you good luck  ! 
I'll always love you. More than I've ever loved someone..




Lost in deep darkness and sadness,
Your Lover.